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12930.) i think i just realized how much i do like you. i hate this feeling so much because i know i will never have you for myself.

(via blogsecret)

Life sucks.

I know that in life, people come and go, but I wish they'd give some sort of warning when they do.

(via runawaytrain)

Maybe i will be prepared that way.

Just because, we do not spend as much time as before, means anyone is forgotten. All you have to know is, I am always here when you need me. And I will always love all of you the same.

My darlings, this is for you.

Move on with life.

I don’t know if i am behaving the right way. I don’t know if i should do anything about the way i feel. Sometimes i feel, somethings i better left the way it is.

People don’t always understand you. And thats the harderst part of it all. If i want to talk about it, I will need the person to understand. But i know you pretty well, I know you just care about yourself half the time.

So you know what, I give up. I just want to leave things the way it is. I’ll just take things as it comes. ANd i don’t want to make things better and all. I am happy the way i am.

Just know that no matter what, I love you.

I can't and won't tell anybody.

Its fucking irritating. I know whats bugging me. I know whats making me sad. But i just don’t want to tell anyone. I knew it from the start of the day.

People will understand me, but so what? It won’t matter a shit at all. I rather be all alone. I rather keep things to myself, coz when i tell someone, they will inform you in the end. I DON’T NEED PEOPLE TO INFORM YOU. YOU SHOULD FUCKING REALISE.

I avoided everyone today. Why? I just don’t know. I don’t feel like talking to people at all. I don’t want my bad mood to ruin anybody’s. And if i was going to see you, i would probably just hate you so much more. And question myself, Do you hate me so much?

You told everybody. But.. I know i am no one to you anymore. All I am to you is a fucking piece of shit. And you know what, it hurts. Coz i love you.

I just want to drift away. Like i don’t want to be like before. So in future, if anything like that happens, i won’t feel it. And you know what, it’s capable of happening again.

You have changed. To become someone so disgusting. Thats a fact, you can’t face yourself. I am not being mean, but the truth always hurts. Talk about people and you become like that.

I don’t know. I am just fucking hurt.